Saturday, December 29, 2012

The woes of a 7-year old

Yesterday we met up with my uncle and cousin and her family so we could see my uncle before he goes back to California. We all had a lot of fun together.

For Christmas, some of our relatives gave us Table Topics, which is a box of cards with questions on them. We were looking through the cards and we came across this question:

What is the hardest thing you've ever done?

And here was the adorable 7-year-old's answer:

"Getting my brother to be quiet!"

Man, being 7 sounds so hard!  : )

Thursday, December 20, 2012

A Voice

I just came across this very interesting quote:

"Ten people who speak make more noise than ten thousand who are silent."

Napoleon Bonaparte

It reminded me of the movie The King's Speech, which I love. 

Wednesday, December 19, 2012

I'm Dreaming of a White Christmas

So, I discovered something on Monday. I was driving to the grocery store, and it was raining, but then it turned into wonderful, glorious gentle snow. I suddenly started feeling very Christmasy. I was going to be buying some Christmas gifts, but I hadn't felt much of the spirit of Christmas for the day, even though I had been listening to Christmas music for most of it. But the rest of the day, after the snow had begun, I just felt so much joy. So snow brings me a lot of Christmas cheer.

I'm totally a fan of "The best way to spread Christmas cheer is singing loud for all to hear." And I can agree with that. However, give me some snow, and I will be in Christmas heaven. Snow brings the Christmas spirit to me. I knew I always loved a white Christmas, but I never realized how much I need it to help with my Christmas joy. No wonder last Christmas I didn't feel as full of Christmas spirit--there was very little snow.

I hope I have a white Christmas!

Wednesday, December 5, 2012

Generosity

I have a friend who is really generous. Well, actually, I have a few friends who are really generous, but right now I am thinking of one friend in particular. This friend is generous with time as well as with giving material things. I know I can always count on this friend to take the time to help me out. It's really great! My friend has also given me thoughtful gifts for holidays and birthdays. My friend always offers to share anything of his with me and anyone else. Happy birthday to my wonderful, generous friend!

I definitely have to say that generosity is a trait that I very much admire in people. I try to be generous, but sometimes I am a bit stingier than I think I should be. I think generosity is wonderful!

Friday, November 30, 2012

Emotional Time of Year

So, as many people know, I love Christmas—like, excited for Christmas by February love it. And around this time of year, I kind of get emotional. No, not sad emotional. Embarrassing emotional because everything is so wonderful.

I kind of might possibly cry a lot this time of year and also gush and also smile so big that I can't stop, and people probably wonder what my deal is. But rather than being too embarrassed, I'm going to embrace it this year! I've kind of been laughing at myself already and just enjoying the joy.

Some radio stations have already started playing Christmas music—some of them all the time and others just occasionally. I don't want to get burnt out, so I'm only listening to some of it for now, but I have no rules on Christmas music. I listen to it when I want to, at any time of the year. On Tuesday or Wednesday, I was driving to work, and Where Are You Christmas came on one of the country stations. I like that song, so I turned it up and started singing (loudly) along. It was so wonderful because it's beautiful and I love singing and it brings me memories of past Christmases that I got a little emotional, and then I just laughed at myself for the rest of the drive.

I also tend to hear more stories than usual about people serving and being kind around this time of year. These stories touch me. I'm kind of in love with THIS story right now. It's about a police officer in New York who bought a homeless man boots. Stories of love like this make me cry sometimes, whether it's December or June. And although it would be better if people were kind and service-oriented year-round, I don't think that being reminded of kindness and people serving more around this time of year is a bad thing.

So, obviously, I'm actually emotional year-round, but there are a lot more things that bring out my emotions this time of year. It's A Wonderful Life gets me every time, and it's one of my favorite Christmas movies. The reminders of Christ during this time of year touch me. And sometimes the combination of all of these things just make me so happy that I feel like I'm going to burst with joy. I don't know if anyone else gets this way, but I'm happy to be me. I'm happy that I am able to feel such joy.

Thursday, November 8, 2012

Stories in Citizenship

It was my first time voting. I know I should have already voted. I was definitely old enough even in the last presidential election, but I was just lazy and didn't care enough. But this time, I was so excited! I had done my research and I took an early lunch on my work from home day to go to my old elementary school to vote. I was a little nervous because I always get that way when I don't know how things work and am doing something new. I walked into my old, wonderful school, and I excitedly bounced my way down to the gym to vote. Hardly anyone else was there when I arrived. I showed them my ID and signed my name and then I voted. I checked carefully to make sure I had selected the right things, and then, I was done. It seemed shorter than I had expected, but I still loved it and was so happy. I got my "I Voted" sticker and happily went home. The day was beautiful, and I just wanted to bask in the day and in the fact that I can vote for the people who lead my community, my state, and my country.

At the end of the day, even though not everyone I voted for had won their election, I was just so happy with America and that I had voted and done my part. I am definitely proud to be an American. Probably more this week than I have ever been.

**This next part is about donating blood and might be gross to some people. You have been warned. :)

So, the next day, yesterday, I had signed up to donate blood through my stake's blood drive. I was really excited to donate and help out where I could. I have the type of blood that works for everyone, so it's good for me to donate. And I had heard that the blood banks were low. After work and a quick stop to say hi to my mom and sister, I drove down to the institute building where the blood drive was happening. I went to park in the institute parking lot, and the gates were down. I had no idea how to get into this lot that was usually open and there were two or three cars behind me. I sat there for a minute trying to figure out what to do, and then a really kind girl walking through the parking lot came over and scanned her card to make the gate open for me. However, it didn't work. So then, the guy in the truck behind me came out and scanned his card. The gate opened, and I didn't want to miss the opening, so I didn't even really have time to appropriately thank these kind people, and I drove through. I tried to watch as the guy in the truck pulled forward and felt so awful when his card then didn't work for him. He talked to the car behind him and backed out. Happily, when I was looking for a spot, I noticed that he was able to get in a different entrance to the lot. So, I went and parked. However, as I started walking toward the institute building, I noticed parking tickets on several of the cars in the parking lot. I got scared and decided that I couldn't park there and I left the parking lot in search for a new lot to park in.

As I pulled into a new spot where I really hoped I wouldn't get a ticket, I realized I was running late. I knew the blood drive only went until 8, my appointment was for 7:15, and it was about 7:20. I rushed into the institute building and went through the normal procedure for getting signed in and checked before the blood donating part. I had been a little worried about my iron level, but it was fine. I was nervous but also happy to donate blood. I had done it two other times with the only problems being that my blood came a bit slowly and I just felt a bit weak afterwards, but not enough to be problematic.

I went and sat in the chair for giving blood and talked with the person who was helping me. She was really sweet and reminded me of my lovely old roommate Sarah. So, she got my right arm ready to go. She found my vein and everything and waited for the iodine stuff (I think that's what it is) to dry. She pricked my arm, and it stung quite a bit, but it was fine. I can handle some pain. She said it was going a little slowly but that it was going. A couple minutes later, she was looking at it and called another girl over. I was a little worried but figured it wasn't a huge deal. The new worker adjusted the needle to try to get my blood to flow better. I guess it was going really slowly. After a while of trying, she said that my vein collapsed (which I'm assuming, and hoping, isn't a huge deal since they hardly said anything about it). She said that we could try my other arm if I wanted, and since I hadn't been there for that long and I really wanted to donate blood, I agreed to it. So, as I was waiting for my person helping me (I don't know what they're called so let's call her Stephanie) to wrap me up, apparently the thing holding the blood that had come out decided to leak, so Stephanie had to clean up as I held my arm in the air while pressing gauze against it.

Everything got cleaned up and my arm was wrapped up, and I moved to the other chair so they could work on my left arm. Things seemed to be going fairly smoothly (well, the tourniquet did snap, but that was no big deal), but Stephanie said I just was going very slowly, like  really,  really  slowly. A guy in my ward had gotten there way after me--he sat down about when they started my left arm, and he finished or almost finished when Stephanie said, "you're almost halfway full!" At one point, Stephanie called over another guy. The guy tried adjusting my needle for a long time. I can't really say that it was all that fun. He also kept adjusting the tourniquet wrapped around my upper arm, which ended up getting rather tight. My hand was pretty much numb. And squeezing the squishy thing got really difficult. Another worker started talking to me too. I don't know if they thought I needed some big distraction or what. After some time, the guy said that my blood was clotting, and they couldn't get any more from me. I was sad because after all that, I couldn't even donate a full thing of blood.

At this point too, I was definitely the last blood donor there. It was me and the workers. I would have loved to just leave, but they were pretty insistent that I stay sitting there. After a while, I walked over to the snack table. I had some snacks and felt bad because some guy was trying to clean up, but I was still there. For some reason, giving blood makes me cold and shivery, so I sat down and ate and shivered. I probably was fine, but I wanted to play it safe, so I stayed for a while as workers cleaned up everything behind me. One of the workers came over and asked if I was ok. I said I thought so but that I was cold. So, he ran over and got me a blanket. It was really so nice. All of the workers were very kind. I felt bad for making them stay a bit longer than they probably would have, but they were kind about it. After a bit, I left and went home. Donating blood left me feeling nauseated and weak, but I was fine. I wish I knew where my toughness went. I used to feel fine after all things like that. I don't know what happened. But I suppose I'm just really happy I didn't pass out. I'm glad I didn't get a parking ticket either. It wasn't the worse thing ever. I wish I could have been a better donator, but I tried, and I will try again, just maybe not for a little while :) .

Thursday, October 25, 2012

First snow of the season

Snow is lovely. :)

I had predicted November 1st, so I was exactly one week early.

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

Sisters

Sometime this week, I think it was Monday, I read about a study that was done by some BYU researchers that said that having a sister helps your mental health. Here is the link. It also says that having siblings promotes good deeds. Really cool research, right?!

And then last night, I was at home. My sister and I talked for a long time, and I really loved it. We haven't really had the chance to talk like that in a while. I just love talking with her about our hopes for the future and just about life. She is wonderful and supportive. I love my sister!

I think lately I've been really recognizing the importance of family. Family can be frustrating, but they can also be wonderful. :)

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

I Love Music

It's been quite a while since there have been songs that I've loved so much that I can listen to them over and over and over again, but now there are some. I love having songs like that in my life!

Here are my current most favorite songs:

  1. "Angel Eyes" by Love and Theft
  2. "Turn My World Around" by Gloriana
  3. "(Kissed You) Good Night" by Gloriana
  4. "Hard to Love" by Lee Brice

I am just really loving Love and Theft right now. I saw them and Gloriana on Labor Day with my mom, but I loved "Angel Eyes" even before that. It just makes me happy.



Also, happy birthday to my wonderful, funny, fun, clever, kind, awesome brother, Nicholas! I love him!

Friday, September 14, 2012

Kind Words

Today someone told me something kind.

And it hit me really hard, like I knew they were telling the truth.

I hope I can sometimes help people feel as loved as this single sentence made me feel.

I just think that kindness is the best.

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

People Love

Life has not been perfect, but, oh, has it been good!

Yesterday I had a new experience. It was kind of embarrassing and funny all in one. And, sorry, but I am not going to be specific about it right now. But I think the best thing that I learned from it was how very kind people can be. I just really love people, and I think I lost that love for a little while. Now that I have it back though, I just want to spread the joy and love! I want to serve and be kind.

I have wonderful friends, and I hope they feel loved. I know I can be a better friend, and I am working on that.

Saturday, July 7, 2012

The Move and Provo Food

I moved!

I still visit Provo a lot though (um, every week). This was probably the smoothest move I have ever made in my life! I loved that! I'm enjoying my time at home, but there are definitely things that I miss about Provo, but it's not like it's that far. Home is good, and it's nice to spend more time with my family.

One thing that I am missing about Provo is some of the food. Some people probably don't know, but Provo actually has some really good local restaurants. I haven't even been to all of the ones I want to go to. Also, roommate Jordan and I love snow cones. We have been enjoying our snow cones a lot this summer, and we have our favorite stands. Number one is the stand by Day's Market on Canyon Road. However, I recently learned that there is a new snow cone stand where they make their own syrups from scratch and that is more natural! I think I'm going to try it tomorrow.

I'm excited to try some new restaurants that I've seen around home.

Life is good.

Friday, June 15, 2012

Today I talked to one of those people that make you feel like you're doing nothing with your life. Do you know who I mean? They are wonderful people, and I love them, but they are just so amazing and do so much with their lives that you just feel, uh, lazy. And I just don't understand how they do it. How do they have the time or the money or the energy to make so many things happen? I want to be amazing like that. I want to make the most of my life. Why can't I seem to make it happen?

Let's see, oh yeah, well, for some reason I have had trouble committing to things; that kind of is a problem when you want to do something with your life or commit to learning or doing something.
Also, having too many plans or options for plans really stresses me out. And I can usually manage stressful situations, but it's hard for me to want to seek them.
Both of these things kind of come from me not wanting to miss anything. What if I have committed to go help at something, and then a friend calls and wants to do something. I really value relationships, so that feels more important to me most of the time, and I know that I'm allowed to say no, and I know it shouldn't be hard, but it is.
There are probably other things too, like, I'm probably just being lazy, and I feel like the only solution to that is just to stop.

So, what is my plan now? Maybe I'll just try committing to one amazing thing. One little amazing thing. I can do that, right? Now I just have to decide what. And honestly, I'm really leaning toward becoming better at the piano, especially since I'll be home for the summer. This will take some pondering.

Thanks crazy cool person who makes me feel lazy! Maybe I'll be a better me because of you.

Saturday, May 12, 2012

Yesterday, I was working from home. I was sitting at my desk in my bedroom, and unfortunately, I was really mad at some people. And I really wanted to let it go. I wanted to forgive and be happy and love. But it just was not happening. I was mad. I felt that they had wronged me and I felt hurt.

I was listening to my Les Miserables pandora station, and I was singing along and loving it, but some songs that were coming on were about people being angry, and I just couldn't handle any more anger, so I scrolled through my many pandora stations to look for something a little more peaceful. I decided on my Mormon Tabernacle Choir station. Now, I love being at church and singing hymns, a whole lot, but honestly, sometimes listening to church-type songs is not the most exciting thing to me. I love the gospel and I love music, but I guess I'm just picky about what music I like to listen to.

However, listening to church music was really wonderful this time. I had been working for a few hours with this music playing, and I suddenly realized that the music had really brought the spirit into my room. I felt so much peace and hope. And although I still felt mad, I felt like I would be able to forgive. I started looking at the situation that had upset me more objectively. It was really a wonderful thing.

I guess I just wanted to say that music about Christ and his life and his gospel and about things that are uplifting can really bring the spirit. I know it.

If you have any questions about what I believe, visit the http://mormon.org/ website. I love it!

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Snow

I just think snow is a most wonderful thing!

I know lots of people grumble over its existence, but I definitely don't. It's like a piece of heaven floating down from the sky. It's beautiful and peaceful. I love how it gets all sparkly and bright. I love the night sky when it's snowing or about to snow. I love the crunchy sound that snow makes when you walk on it. We haven't had much snow this year. But it's snowing today, and it makes me happy!


I should probably celebrate it while we have it: perhaps tonight calls for some sledding.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Missing

How can I just be going along with life pretty normally and then boom! I miss tons of people--not just one or two people, no, like 80 people?

Ok, maybe not quite that many. But it is a little disorienting and it's so many people (right now I can think of 12). It's such strong missing that I want to make anything happen in order to see these people, but since they live in at least five different places (that I can think of right now), it kind of makes it difficult. Oh well, I guess I'll have to visit some of them and make do with phone calls or other communication with others. Maybe I should send them cards! Hmm, that's always fun.

Monday, February 13, 2012

Highlights of 2011

So, yes, I may possibly be a month and half late on writing this post, but I still wanted to write about the wonderful things of 2011. It was a pretty great year, a bit challenging, but the challenges taught me a lot. Some things that I always want to remember from 2011 are
  • I was hired at Western Governor's University as an editor. I am loving it.
  • Lauren, Jordan, and I went to Alaska and stayed with Lauren's family. We went dog sledding, went to Micaley's school musical, and did tons of other fun things!
  • I bought my car, Ronald.
  • Jordan, Lauren, Tyler H, and I went to the health and healing expo.
  • I helped Kaylee move back home for the summer. My car was so full! It was hilarious.
  • Lauren and I had a summer of veggies. We did a CSA through Bell Organic Farms, so every week we had tons of veggies and were able to try new veggies. It was delightful.
  • Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2
  • Jackson Hole is always the best. Lauren L came with us for the first few days. We went to the figure 8/demolition derby one of the nights, and it was so, so fun. One of the best nights of the year. Nick, Kaylee, Lauren, and I all would choose which car we wanted to win the round, and then we'd cheer them on. I think Nick was the champion. We also went on lovely hikes.
  • Tim McGraw concert,
  • Josh Groban concert of loveliness. I went with my mom, and it was amazing! Josh's voice is beautiful, and he's kind of hilarious. His opening act was really cool too. I don't remember his name, but he played the piano in a new way.
  • Lava, Kaylee, Nick, and I went to the aquarium kind of as a final party before Kaylee left for school again. It was really fun.
  • Lauren and I went paragliding.
  • I ate very healthily and learned more about natural health, which I love.
  • I went to St. Louis to visit my friend Tasha. She showed me around, we ate tons of delicious food, and we just enjoyed hanging out with each other. Love her!
  • Oh! and that was my first time traveling alone both ways of the trip. I left out of and came into Provo airport. It is so tiny and cute.
  • Halloween was fun. I was little red riding hood and my roommates and I went to our multi-ward dance.
  • The holidays went by so fast. I didn't quite get to do everything I wanted to, but there is always next year, aka this year!
I know there are more things, and so this list may grow as I remember them. This year is going to have a lot of changes, but it's going to be good!

My Nana always makes up rhymes for each year. I haven't heard what it is this year, but I'm going to say that my rhyme for the year is Improve and Enjoy Myself in 2012. It doesn't quite rhyme, and it's a bit wieldy, but that's what it is.


p.s. I forget how much I really love lists until I write one again. I just love them.